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...I feel like all of my journals are just becoming my apologies for not being on.

But, anyways...

I'll apologize again for not being around much since around last Wednesday. I'm sick, and my allergies are making it worse. I also can not afford to miss school, as I have one presentation over a book due on tuesday (and you guys know how much presentations scare me...), and my Capstone (a final project worth over half of my grade...) is due friday, and I still need to find royalty free trailer music and get the voice acting done, along with some of the final bits of animation and then putting it all together... and I have to work on both at the same time, while I'm sick. And then there's my final for English 12... which is supposedly just an old portion taken from the ACT... Ughhh....

and then after all that... I still have BOTH graduations... and I need to get a whole bunch of stuff..... awe4tgjnjnhfdxfgtj....
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  • Reading: Sonadow Fanfiction/ Fairy Tail/ Homestuck
  • Watching: my mp3 player charge/ Homestuck
  • Playing: SA2B/STH06/RE6/DW7/

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~ChaosBlast06
Jocelyn
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
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Younger Sister: :iconstaywithmedrarry:
Cousin in law 2x removed: :iconaviatrix-flux:
The Socially Awkward JackalPenguin: :iconthe-legions-relapse:
evil twin sister from the other side of the crayon box with a Australian accent: :iconholowisewolf:
Little Sister: :iconlightning-bringer:

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Random qoutes that I like that fit me sometimes:

- Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.

-Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.

-The heart was made to be broken

- There's a fine line between cuddling and holding someone down so they can't get away.

- You Live, you Learn, you Crash and Burn

- When it comes down to it, we all just want to be loved.

- 1/2 Air and 1/2 Liquid. sooo... Technically the glass is always full

- Nerd? We prefer the term 'Intellectual Badass'

-Not all Emos fit your Stupid Stereotype. </3

-If I got smart with you, How would you know?

-Don't do something permantently stupid, if you are just temporarily upset.

-I'm a nerd, and I'm pretty proud of it lol

-It only seems like I'm a smartass because I'm surrounded by dumbasses.

-Don't confuse my Goofiness with Stupidity. Don't ever mistake my kindness for weakness.

-Karma and I are quite alike :3 We're only Bitches if you are.

-Non-flammable = A Challenge

-People say you can't live without love... I think oxygen is more important :/

-I'd like to see you try and break me.

- Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.

- Has no one told you your cries are all in vain?

- Do NOT tell me what I Can and Can Not do.

- Oh? Soo.. you're talking to me again?

- People change. Forgive and forget.

- As a matter of fact, I do bite a bit.

- 'Are you hurt?' -.- No, I'm bleeding for fun.

- Just admit you never loved me so this pain atleast makes sense.

- I may look calm, but in my head, I've killed you three times.

- Aww... That's sweet. How many girls have you said that to?

-I bought two boxen of donuts :3

-sometimes you have to lose it all to be truly happy again

-You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it

-I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile

-Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional

-True love? I used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore

-The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else

-It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

-Girls don't like it when boys think other women are hot and say it so.

-A girl's wounds can last awhile. And when I say awhile, I mean awhile.

- What is this life void of love?
It's not a life at all!
Can you feel your heart as it hits the ground?!

- Everything that feels good, always hurts in the end ♥

- Sometimes, that girl who seems so strong, who never lets what people say bother her, who smiles and laughs with her friends all the time, is really the girl who, deep down, is falling to pieces.

- I never gave you a reason to hate me. You're just creating your own little drama of pure insecurity.

- Sometimes... things just spontaneously jump out of my hands.

- Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the person I am... isn't me.

- Strength is nothing more than how well you hide the pain.

- An ugly personality destroys a pretty face.

- If you never get your heart broken, you will never learn how to love.

- Everybody Lies, even if it's something small like "I'm Fine."

- I don't care about the distance, I only care about YOU.

- An essential aspect of creativity is not being afraid to fail.

- Because... I'm not the kind of girl that guys fall in love with.

- Call me 'old-fashioned' but I actually take relationships seriously.

- If someone thinks they have the upperhand. Break It.

- "The 'dark side' does have cookies. We just hid them so you would go away."

- "Oh great. Now the voices in my head are speaking spanish..."

- "I'm not even on drugs. I'm just weird."

- "I bet it's moments like these when decent, ordinary citizens snap and become cold-blooded murderers."

- "My therapist says I have an obsession with revenge... We'll just see about that!"

- "I hope karma slaps you in the face before I do."

- "I panic when someone says 'I need to talk to you'."

- "The greatest thing you'll learn is to love and be loved in return."

- "It really isn't all about you."

- "If I got smart with you, how would you know?"

- "Sometimes.. I feel like I'm being pulled in so many directions that I don't know where to go."

- "What am I? Flypaper for freaks?"

- "I may not be strong, but in my head I'm kicking the crap out of you!"

- "That which does not kill me had better run pretty dang fast!"

- "Your knife, my back. My gun, your head."

- "You can't leave! I have your shoe!"

- "Who died and made you Darth Vader?"

- "Would you care if you knew the pain I felt?"

- "You know, you might as well face it. You're addicted to love."

- "A computer once beat me at chess. It was no match for me in kickboxing."

- "Nerd? I prefer the term 'Intellectual Badass'."

- "Operation failure was a success."

- "I don't hate her. I just won't be sad when she dies."

- "Everything I need to know, I learn from the people trapped in my basement."

- "I like confusing people, it distracts them from my evil plan... I mean, look! A bird!"

- "Why yes, I do make sound effects randomly."

- "Do NOT underestimate me. I will punch you in the face."

- "I don't bite... unless you're into that sorta thing..."

- "I'm not emo. I just don't care."

- "I suffer from girlnextdooritis. Where the guy's your friend and that's it."

- "You should quit assuming that I care."

- "Sorry, amusing you is not part of my job description."

- "It's not that I'm not a people person, just that I'm not a stupid people person."

- "My attitude is based on how you treat me."

- "I'm the crazy bitch you'll never forget."

- "There's always that one person you'll never get over, no matter how long it's been."

- "What do you do when the one who broke your heart is the only one that can fix it?"

- "And she'll continue to smile no matter how much pain she's in."

- "Why do you even care?"

- "My weakness is that I care too much."

- "Just forget that I even tried to help."

- "Oh! I'm sorry! Did my back hurt your knife?"

- "I will never, Ever, Forgive you."

- "I was so stupid to think for a second that you actually cared."

- "Never make someone your 'everything' because when you lose them you have nothing."

- "Being alone and being lonely are two different things."

- "I thought you broke me... but then I realized that you don't have the power."

- "According to my friends, I'm awesome... and who am I to argue?"

- "Everyday you walk by, you don't see me.
Seeing you, with her. You could never know how much it Hurts."

- "Just when I decided I DON'T have a crush on him anymore, he shows up AGAIN!"

- "I promise you, no matter what happens... When you look back, I'll always be there..."

- "Sometimes.. Only paper will listen to you."

- "I'm Ok... It only hurts when I breathe..."

- "I may be smiling on the outside... but on the inside it hurts so much."

- "I have been generous up until now... I can be cruel."

- "I don't care how many fish there are in the sea. I don't want fish, I want you."

- "Funny.. how I was telling the truth."

- "Some people just need a high five... In the face.... With a chair."

- "Sometimes the Girl who's ALWAYS BEen THERE FOR everyone else, need someone to be there for HER."

- "Actually, I AM a rocket scientist."

- "I'm an optimist. But I don't think it helps."

- "Lonely people are always awake in the middle of the night."

- "DO NOT start with me. You will NOT win."

- "I like him. He likes her. Story. Of. My. Life."

- "Neither your experience nor your intelligence has earned you the right to question a thing that I do."

- " I could have stayed in bed and got just as much accomplished today."

- " Excuse me, I have work to do. Evil plots don't make themselves."

- "Don't fear the enemy that ATTACKS you, but the fake friend that HUGS you."

- "Sometimes, you need to distance yourself from people. If they care, You'll notice. If they don't, you know where you stand."

- "If he's not doing anything to keep you, why are you fighting so hard to stay?"

- "If I choose you over sleep, you better feel fricken special."

- "You can't let yourself fall for the same crap over and over again."

- "I don't care what gender, species, sexuality, body shape, political views, religion, morals, etc.... I will still be your friend."

- "Trust is a double-edged sword."

- "I'll be here no matter what, until You decide to get rid of me."




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Current Residence: Ohio
deviantWEAR sizing preference: prolly a small or medium?... I dunno
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Emo, Trance, Acoustic, Metalcore
Favourite style of art: Anthro
Operating System: computer that is annoying to no end
MP3 player of choice: my purple mp3
Wallpaper of choice: indigo colored or Shadow the Hedgehog
Favourite cartoon character: Shadow, Allen Walker, Luka Crosszeria, Kei Takishima, Ichigo Kurosaki, Hitsugaya, LeLouch
Personal Quote: "NYEH!" "EHBLEHBLEH!!"
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:iconechaoemerald:
here you go! XDDD
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~ChaosBlast06 May 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
o3o
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Scourion, Dominik, Allek and Althea: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM!!!!!!!

Sain: -grins- they insisted on saying it
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~ChaosBlast06 May 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Chaos: T^T *hugs each of them* Thank youu!!!
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~firehedgefairy13 Apr 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey Joc ^^
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~ChaosBlast06 Apr 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Ello ^^
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:iconfirehedgefairy13:
~firehedgefairy13 Apr 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I posted the journal for my Ask Characters thing if you want to ask a question to them
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:iconechaoemerald:
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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:iconchaosblast06:
~ChaosBlast06 Apr 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Elloo! XDDDDD
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:iconechaoemerald:
Did we ever discuss Amara's powers?
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:iconchaosblast06:
~ChaosBlast06 Apr 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmmm I don't think so
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~Lightning-Bringer Apr 23, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Hi big sis :3 what's up?
(Lol I forgot I was your little sis xD)
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~ChaosBlast06 Apr 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Elloooo, little sis c: Nuthin much, you?
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~Lightning-Bringer Apr 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Same owo just have a lot of school projects D:
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:iconchaosblast06:
~ChaosBlast06 Apr 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh noes! so do I, though D8
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~firehedgefairy13 Apr 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi Joc ^^ how are you doing?
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~ChaosBlast06 Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Elloo ^^ I'm alright, a bit tired from projects for school, but otherwise alright, you?
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~firehedgefairy13 Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
^^ I've been ok too, I've been sick and a bit lonely for the past few days but I'm getting better.
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~ChaosBlast06 Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh noes!!!! I hope you feel better!
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*JustBeFantastic Apr 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Heey! I just came across your profileee andd,,

I have a question... I am entered in this big art competition. its national! and i need votes to get into the top 12! Or remain in there for now!

Would you be willing to vote for me pretty please haha (tried to be cute there... ), it would mean so much!

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Its an art competition hehe All you have to do is log in, and press terms and agreements, then go back to my drawing which should be in ''Most votes"" then press VOTE


it would mean so much! :)

You can view it here on deviantart before if you want:

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P.S! Love the picture, your dress looks beautiful! and beautiful on you! :)
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~ChaosBlast06 Apr 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'll see what I can do, as I'm not all that great at figuring out how to use websites I've never been on. ^^'' But, I'd be more than happy to vote for you.

Thank you ^^
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*JustBeFantastic Apr 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
OH its fine hehe thank you SO much hehe! :D
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~ChaosBlast06 Apr 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! c:
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:iconechaoemerald:
hey! XDDDD
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~Holowisewolf Apr 9, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Hi Joc, it's been a while, what's up with you?? ((I'll up load your birthday present as soon as I can I know it's late, I;ve just been so busy.... OTL))
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